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It Was All A Bet

from Never Have I Ever by Maddie Ross

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This pavement thicker in the winter
If my head would move just a little quicker
I could tell you straight why I am so bitter
I feel so alone

I paid the price, stupid ‘cause I’m honest
And I took your word, dying to be wanted
I would do it twice just so in the moment
I’d feel so alive

Oh I’m breaking down in the daylight baby
And I’m waking up in the dark
I’m taking up all the oxygen
And I’m starving all of my thoughts

Cause I don’t wanna remember waiting like a fool outside of your car
I’ll spend every September asking
Did you plan it all at the start?

Is anybody out there
Is anybody watching over me
Is anybody out there
Is anybody watching over me

One by one, picking up the pieces
As the record spins, slowly through the seasons
Every day begins wishing for a reason
I feel so alone

So I keep marching, braver than a soldier
And I keep fighting, hoping when I’m older
It will fade with time, nothing left to shoulder
I feel so alive

Oh I’m breaking down in the daylight baby
And I’m waking up in the dark
And I’m using up all the oxygen
And I’m starving all of my thoughts

Cause I don’t wanna remember waiting like a fool outside of your car
I’ll spend every September asking
Did you plan it all at the start?

Is anybody out there
Is anybody watching over me
Is anybody out there
Does everybody wonder what it means

(Is any body out there?
Breaking down, daylight baby
Dying to be wanted I would --
Fool outside of your car
Feel so alive
Wake in the dark
Stupid cause I'm honest
Is anybody out there?
Breaking down, daylight baby)

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from Never Have I Ever, released May 10, 2019
Written by Maddie Ross and Wolfy (Madison Scheckel)
Produced by Wolfy
Mixed by Keith Armstrong at Pie Town Sound
Mastered by Justin Shturtz at Sterling Sound

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